This summer was by far the worst one I've ever had. I had completely no motivation, and my new job was most likely the reason for that. On days off, I would relax for the entire day. That's just about it. I hadn't recorded any content for the channel that was upload worthy. I tried corrupting something once with RTC's "Process Stub", but couldn't get many results out of it. It felt like I wasted that spark of motivation, because barely any output was produced, when I was hoping I'd get at least a 2 minute video out of it. The result, was more of a 15 second video.
Now that summer's over, the motivation to do something productive should hopefully spark back up soon, if school doesn't take all of it. The problems I've mentioned here before are still in affect however; I'm still tired of editing videos. I could hire a video editor, but that comes out of pocket and I want to edit videos the way I want to edit them.
Ever since April, I think the channel is built upon broken promises. I wanted to produce an iceberg video, but why didn't I put anything out? No motivation. And work. A rough draft was in the works, but the chances of it ever being finished in the state that it's in is slim. I need to redo most of it for me to be proud of the output.
The future of the channel is uncertain. The aforementioned "motivation spark" is entirely an assumption. I would like to make videos, I just can't seem to get myself to actually make one. Loads of ideas have been written down, and I've imagined a few of them in my head. I just have to get started whenever I have motivation.
